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Nov. 15th, 2011 05:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sukarettoi was having the nicest dream about Subaru...
...but i forced myself to wake up, and now i regret it!
this is the first time that he popped up in my dreams,and he's my fucking boyfriend here! hahaha
he was jealous that i'm spending more time with my friends, so the next day i came to his shop (i dunno what kind of shop) wearing all the accessories he gave me before (necklace, phone strap, bracelet) and said i'll wait for him to finish his work. i kissed him (yea i can still feel that kiss ♥) then went outside to wander around while waiting for him, of course i got tangled with my friends again, i don't know why they're there.
then on my way back to Baru's shop, i saw some of our friends coming out, two came up to me and distracted me. i don't know why or how but i automatically thought that something's going on, that if i insisted to barge in, i'll witness something that i wouldn't be able to take, Baru's cheating on me ToT. so instead of going inside, i started walking away from it, my arms folded (that time i got this feeling that they'll know i'm mad if i fold my arms). i don't know where i was going, i was just walking.
and voila, i was like half-awake and i forced myself to wake up without knowing what the hell happened next. did Baru come running after me? or did he leave me like that, the reason why i woke up? whatever the outcome, happy or not, i still want to know.
i wish it'll continue tonight!
...but i forced myself to wake up, and now i regret it!
this is the first time that he popped up in my dreams,
he was jealous that i'm spending more time with my friends, so the next day i came to his shop (i dunno what kind of shop) wearing all the accessories he gave me before (necklace, phone strap, bracelet) and said i'll wait for him to finish his work. i kissed him (yea i can still feel that kiss ♥) then went outside to wander around while waiting for him, of course i got tangled with my friends again, i don't know why they're there.
then on my way back to Baru's shop, i saw some of our friends coming out, two came up to me and distracted me. i don't know why or how but i automatically thought that something's going on, that if i insisted to barge in, i'll witness something that i wouldn't be able to take, Baru's cheating on me ToT. so instead of going inside, i started walking away from it, my arms folded (that time i got this feeling that they'll know i'm mad if i fold my arms). i don't know where i was going, i was just walking.
and voila, i was like half-awake and i forced myself to wake up without knowing what the hell happened next. did Baru come running after me? or did he leave me like that, the reason why i woke up? whatever the outcome, happy or not, i still want to know.
i wish it'll continue tonight!
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Date: 2011-11-15 10:11 am (UTC)Ako yung kinikilig eh.. wahaha!
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Date: 2011-11-15 10:39 am (UTC)