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[sukaretto]

my obsession with Eito went up another level.

i decided to read everyone's jweb entries. i wanted to know more about them. i'm halfway through Tatsu's right now and i'm fighting the urge to post/quote every word he wrote.

i'm also watching Utahime. this time, i can't help but capture all Tatsu moments. i either have caps or gifs made for his every scene.

i just finished watching Can!Jani, one of their many variety shows. only got 15/49 eps subbed but i still enjoyed watching it. i can't understand most of what they're saying but i still end up laughing at every episode.

i was watching their performance from NTV Best Artist earlier and i thought, they're my moon and stars at the moment and i never want them to lose their brightness. i want to be their fangirl until we all grow old and wrinkly.

actually, i'm afraid that i might lose interest with Eito, soon. i easily lose interest with people/things even though i've loved them so much before. i'm actually feeling that way with Jin and KAT-TUN right now, but i'm clinging hard, i don't want to lose them.

i wanted to do the 30 Day Eito Challenge, but i want to learn more about them first before i do that. maybe i'll have to wait til next year. i hope that at that time, Eito would still be my moon and stars.

and speaking of Ryo, i'm starting to appreciate him again.

ah, i don't want to be an annoying and possessive and closed-minded fangirl.

still can't stop thinking that i'm too old for this but whenever i meet older fangirls, i'll always feel relief, that i'm not alone. but still, i need a life. gawd, i need to work harder than this!

another thing that i hate about myself, i think too much, just like now. gawd, i'm so random. i hate it.

okay. have some Tatsu gifs. made hours ago, from Utahime episode 4. 

and Yassan's saying very good! haha from Can!Jani episode 47.

maybe i should put watermarks on my gifs, ne?